October 2009
HAPPY HALLOWEEN! :)
SO SO SO excited for tonight!
“Everyone, at some point in their lives, wakes up in the middle of the night with...”
– Lemony Snicket (via fuckyeahlemonysnicket) (via delightedhearts) (via talktothewalls) (via thealcoholtakeshold)
“I don’t remember you looking any better, but then again I don’t...”
– John Mayer, Who Says.
At 4:30 AM this morning my dad took my mom back to...
All I’ve heard so far at 6:40 this morning is that they did blood work and whatnot, put her on an iv drip and are doing more tests. They don’t think it’s her kidney anymore, they’re not sure. It’s now 11:01. Waiting for my dad to call is hell.
shit. this is exactly how i feel.
emcam:
After reading Inta’s post I realized how lost I am. After my unique to-do list I felt so much better and still do, but university seems to be such a let down, and such a waste of struggles and time. I’m paying for an education that is already wearing me down. I don’t know why the system at university is how it is - I don’t know how anyone manages to stay on top of everything without...
Fear
kts-prime:
Fear. I don`t fear a lot. I can touch a spider or catch a snake. Ok maybe I`m afraid of whales and people in mascot costumes, but thats reasonable! I think my biggest fear is unraveling itself all over again. Fear of change. I don`t fear changing myself. I don`t care if I cut six inches off my hair instead 3. I fear that what I depend on will change, and people themselves. It`s scary...
Star Wars will NEVER be forgotten..
So this really good looking guy, about 25 years old came into my work today, and I was scanning his groceries. As I scanned the frech baguette he started going on about ‘beating the force and finding Anikin cause they got seperated many years ago.’ Then I realized that he was holding another one in his hand, and I was holding one, so we started to lightsaber duel, right in the middle...
Michelle has H1N1.. Mother, I swear, if I get it,...
Love you, feel better. :)
Saw 'The Stepfather'.. Actually REALLY good.
And now my head is pounding for some reason, my hot shower did nothing to help. I’m too tired to read your posts right now, I’ll do it tomorrow during Methods & Materials class.. Ugh. Hopefully a nice dose of Advil, Gravol, and Nyquill (cause I’m bound to get my moms H1N1 soon enough) will put my to sleep quickly..
Just now I was cleaning out my purse and found a...
I think it’s a sign …
A Unique To-Do List.
emcam:
- Stop stressing about school. Do the best you can and try hard, but don’t beat yourself up about it anymore because in the end, this degree isn’t going to make you a better or different person. Life will work out regardless of what your education brings you… you WILL find a way, despite the pressures riding on a paper you won’t remember writing in five years. - Stop being so scared of...
That's when you know you've found somebody really...
A whole new meaning to ‘Awkward Silence’. Yet … they’re not that awkward anymore.
Today, I bought my son a new mattress for his bed....
Today was magical and I don't even know why.
Everything just seemed right, nothing was a hassel. Today I felt, good. Happy. Normal. …. I hope it lasts.
Something I haven't felt in a long time.
Today was the first day I’ve gotten to sleep in in actually over a year, and I’m not exaggerating at all. The sun was shining in though my black and gold curtains, making streams of light in my dark room, I could hear birds chirpping thought my closed window. Even though it’s 9:37, so it’s not really sleeping in that much, I woke up this morning feeling so rested and,...
do what it says. jerk it out. lawl.
It was quiet in my room,
staree:
so i was thinking of you.
So i turn on the radio, and hear my favorite song. But it made me think of you, so I turned it off.
I looked out the window and saw the pouring rain, and it made me think of you.
I miss you.
UGH. OKAY. FOCUS.
I have just about an hour and forty five minutes till HOUSE/GOSSIPGIRL are on. I NEED to get my assignment finished for 9:30 AM tomorrow. I’ve put it off until now, and I need to finish. OKAY, AND GO!
Side note, Matt are you ok? Why you having an ‘odd’ day?
Work 1:30 till 5:30, haven't even starting floor...
So, go to work, and hopefully it’s fairly steady. Come home and work all night on floorplan. And most imporantly, celebrate 3 months tomorrow with Matt.
3 months today.
Matt: o and happy 3 months by the way
Amanda: aww. yeah. Happy 3 months!
Matt: lol
Amanda: ahhh. :)
Matt: :) lol
Amanda: I can't believe it's 3 months already.
Matt: I know, its actually weird to think its been that long already. its definatly a good thing, just weird to think its been that long already.
Amanda: It definatly is a good thing.
Amanda: I love you. :)
Matt: I love you too. :)
Oh, Amanda. You've done it again..
I think I have a midterm tomorrow, but no one seems to know so I have no clue. AND it’s a computer class so I can’t really study.
Certain events that have happened over the last week have made me start to worry about long term concequences.
I still have NO halloween costume. Do I do a nurse for my doctor, or a sexy zombie?
Must get gym membership with work discount and start...
“And everyday that we are together, is the greatest day of my life.”
– The Notebook (via staree)
“That’s when you know you’ve found somebody special. When you can just shut the...”
– Pulp Fiction (via jryg) (via emcam)
Switch from Architecture at Algonquin to...
Yes, I think so. Now just to convice mom and to figure out the last details needed…
Elvis Presley, the KING of music.
Sometimes I wonder, why bother?
Such an old song. Watching How to Deal right now.
I just spent over 4 hours lying in his arms...
If this isn’t love, I don’t know what is.
“You tell me when I’m being an arrogant son of a bitch, & I tell you when...”
– The Notebook (via staree) (via gleeeful) 